I got a S. Subspinipes today. I got the idea to feed it a roach that I mistakenly had thought was a dubia but turned out to be an american roach (palmetto bug to those of you in S. Florida). I freaked out, as this is a major pest, and I decided to feed it to my new pede rather than giving it a chance to drop another ootheca. Watching the pede grab it, kill it and consume it was brutal and gruesome, however, I just couldn't look away. Have any of you ever experienced this feeling before?